Hi, this is the another blog of mine. Michiyo-chan here.
This blog may not be a diary but it is more than my other blog. It is everything that I wanna reflect onto. It's somewhat my personal blog.
It is a page everything beyond that I could express, thoughts of my very own that I couldn't say out loud and dreams that is far from my reach and much more to it, yes, I'm a rolling girl. I keep on rolling this life with the best I can. It may sounds not that great, but I'm doing everything...
"Tell me, and I'll forget. Show me, and I'll remember. Involve me, and I'll understand."
Not for a need…but for your very own development.
Well everything has a beginning would end one day…
My 6 months of stay in Sonic was my memorable experience in a bpo company. For everything I thank those people who keep their hopes up high for me, supports me…helps me in times of sadness…in their little ways, they really cheered me up. :)
Although there are times when I reach my weak point…in a snap of an epic scene would help me to feel better… Well that is the specialty of my colleagues. They are simple…and have a good sense of humor.
I kinda miss them though.. I hope I can see them again.
Well for some reasons I have to find a new job because I’m finished already…I’m at the end of the line. :)
But that doesn’t mean that it all ends there…well I admit I feel awful because of it…but that is like, maybe God planned something for me…something great for my future…Well I do hope and pray for that. :)
Although there are times that I feel so sad, I still keep my hopes up high…thinking happy thoughts that one day…I’ll be able to work again.
I’m really grateful for the 6months experience at Sonic. hehe. I’ll keep everything as a lesson.
It’s so great when you know that there is a certain someone who believes in what you can do…It is a big factor that someone believes in you…For that reason, he/she fights for you because he/she knows that you can make it through.
For that, isn’t it great if you won’t let them down…? Like do your part…for them not to be disappointed.
That when there’s a time you don’t believe you can…there is a person who believes in you. So in the end, you end up believing yourself too.
Yet there is a factor for a time that you also feel that pressure because of that fact. :P
Whenever weekdays starts to be present, my emotions are restless…During weekdays, well, it depends if something good, exciting happens… Well I can’t understand myself…It seems like I’m arguing with myself with what I must do and what I really want.
I can’t help to be aware of what reality is…it is really painful, it even didn’t handle me with care…This is really something that made me endure this feelings, these thoughts. I’m confused.
I’m very different…from who I am before…and because of it, sometimes…I wander off…end up in confusion…in the middle of no where.
I have that one dream…and I don’t wanna let it go…I simply wanna hold on. I wanna do something that will change everything…
If only…just only, I can change the world…
Artist: Diana Ross
Album: "The Definitive Collection"
Do you know where you’re going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to…?Do you know, do you get, what you’re hoping for?
When you look behind you there’s no open door…what are you hoping for…
Do you know…?
I had this crazy thought, that watching horror movies would make your heart race…the truth in it, it does makes my heart race, but the question is, why?
Well recently, I’m kinda bored on doing the same routine everyday. Well I set aside my mistakes though, that is the only part that makes my day interesting, my boss had lectured me, give me some notes and I felt kinda bothered about it because I hate making mistakes in my job. However at the back of my mind, there is this thought that, do I even care? I mean, I didn’t like what I’m doing though…but if I mess up, my pay will also be a mess…
Well although I’m not so in the mood, I just do my job to get paid good for my mom and brother. (sighs)
What can I say, I’m pretty lame. Giving the 80% of my pay to my family, well seeing them happy makes that warmth in my heart. Although I wanna quit, it’s their happiness that makes me stay on what I’m doing. But if you ask me, honestly I wanna quit. I wanna do my thing. But unfortunately…I can’t…presently.
Well I do hope I can soon. Reach my dream, be a cartoonist, a graphic artist, or maybe an artist.
As what my timeline says at FB, “If you can dream it, you can reach it” somehow, that little dot of faith in me, still lingers. Hoping that someday…I can make a change. That I can be what I wanna be.
Welcome to my Life.
